It's time to sleep!

It's 28 December 2008, 1.08am

I am still here.

I should be feeling sleepy and should be on bed now.

Left 7 hours and 52 minutes before the pre-course registration for Gamma begins.

It's time for seats-grabbing game again.

The weird thing here is, i don't feel sleepy now.

I used to disappear myself from the net by 12am.

It has been quite a long time since my last blogpost,"Almost Lover"

It's a meaningful yet sad song.

We put the instrumental almost lover in our Bank Management Presentation as ending.

I'm sorry to disappoint my blog readers for not updating my blog that frequently anymore.

It's a hectic life, rushing for almost every part of my life. It's 1.14am.

I should stop here.

Wish us luck for the seat-grabbing game 9am later.

i wish i get the slot i want

NO!

SHOULD BE

I MUST GRAB THE SLOTS I WANT !!!!

Almost Lover

ALMOST LOVER by A Fine Frenzy

Twilight: Edward and Bella(image obtained from google image search)

Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind

Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes

Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street

You took my hand and danced with me

Images

And when you left, you kissed my lips

You told me you would never, never forget

These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that

Easy to walk right in and outOf my life?

[Chorus]

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye,my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should have known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

~Piece of Sharing~

LEO

The Boss Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

LIBRA

The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

PISCES

The Dreamer Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

SAGITTARIUS

The Happy-Go-Lucky One Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

SCORPIO

The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

TAURUS

The Enduring One Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

VIRGO

The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

GEMINI

The Chatterbox Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

CAPRICORN

The Go-Getter Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

CANCER

The Protector Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

ARIES

The Daredevil Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS

The Sweetheart Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

Red, Yellow or White?

Imagining right in front of you, there's a castle. Nearby the castle, there's a garden planted with three type of roses: yellow, red and white.

Try to imagine, what type of roses in propotion would you like to have in the garden? Try not to relate it with your favourite colour and use only your wild imagination.

Create a picture in your mind....

I would wish for 50 percent red, 35 percent white and 15 percent yellow roses to fill the garden in my imagination.

It's from an article i read in newspaper today. The writer had chosen to have 100 percent white roses filled the garden.

The colours of the roses actually carry hidden meanings.

If you are imagining the garden to be filled with 100 white roses, you are someone who is willing to contribute one hundred percent of your love to your beloved and ask for zero return. The red roses are the return of love you wish for whereas the yellow roses are the tolerance level of your partner's unloyalty.

The writer chose 100 percent white roses. She's willing to contribute 100 percent and ask for no return. Does it mean that she could tolerate her partner to betray her too?

It makes me wander, why would we be willing to contribute 100 percent of our love and could not tolerate even 1 percent of unloyalty??

If one day, i fell for an unfaithful man, i guessed i would choose to forgive and forget rather than to hate and curse. Or maybe, letting go might be the most rational decision when there's no longer faith in the relationship??? ....>>> 15 percent yellow rose for me??? Might not be that true after all~