It's a complicated feeling

Date: 27 February 2011

Duration:118am

My internship is drawing an end soon. I am counting down with six more weeks left.

The MMU lecturer would be visiting me and two more traineess in this coming Tuesday. I am not in worry at all as i know Grace, the manager( just being promoted as manger) would be complimenting our performance despite what mistakes we have done.

It's going to end soon and it's a complicated feeling right now. Where should i go after this? It's another tough decision to make. I feel tired after being assigned outstation for several weeks. I need a short break, perhaps right after this internship.

I reached Malacca at noon today, been sleeping for several long hours since i was home. I have no idea why am i still feeling that tired after such a good rest. Am i physically tired or mentally tired? Tired of entering office this coming Monday?

Perhaps i am tired of entering office, the office that filled with people with smiling faces, yet with unknown thought.

In that six months of training, if you are doing mistakes for the past three months, nobody would blame you, but for another remaining three months, if you are still doing mistakes, you are hell in big hot soup.

I am leaving, yet i do not know where should i be going. It's a complicated feeling.

Happy Chap Gok Mei

Date: 16 February 2011

Duration:756pm

Tomorrow would be the last day of Chinese New Year. Time really flies and here it comes, the end of chinese new year. I did not really celebrate the new year, neither did i feel the chinese new year mood. I guess so it's because i have to work outstation and being involved in a minor accident on the fifth day of chinese new year. The cheers for new years just end too soon for me. I could only feel the new year for five days and i have to start working.

Well, tomorrow is Chinese society's valentine's day, it's day when all the singles gather at the rivers, making wishes for meeting another half, and throwing mandarin oranges with the wishes made. It's tradition of Chinese and we are still doing that in this modern days. The only difference is just that handphone numbers are written on the mandarin oranges.^^

Today is Wednesday, two more days i shall be going back hometown. See my friends in malacca soon.

Broga Hill trip,here i come.^^

Get out and See More things.....

Date: 13 February 2011

Duration:507pm

I am in aparrtment right now. It's sunny Sunday. We all are working in apartment. Yesterday me and my senior worked as well. We needed to do some stock count. This is a busy weekend. It has been a month plus if interim audit is taken into account. It's time to hand in the finalised working papers and findings.

Stress is suppressing the seniors. I could see another two seniors with a team leader of Malacca being stressed out. They were home late in the midnight around 1 am. They seem rushing and their client is really not cooperative. Thanks God that me and my senior still meet kind people. Though the account is messy, the account officers we met are all very responsible and quite responsive.

Tuesday would be our deadline and we shall round up everything and submit to the partner. Being a trainee, i do not feel that much stress as seniors do. Well, i am glad that i learnt a lot. I see a lot of items that i knew i would not know if i were to stay in Malacca office, doing vouching all the time. Once again, thanks for the opportunity to " get out and see more things".

Though it is a working weekend, i enjoyed my days. I just hope it could be done as soon as possible.^^

Perhaps it's time to take a nap.It's Sunday afterall, i should be lazy for a moment.^^

^^'''

Date: 10 February 2011

Duration:921pm

It's nine and we are at the hotel, meeting the boss. I am sitting here, really have nothing to do.

They were discussing about issues of company that we are auditing. Well, the stock costing of this company is not that " realistic". I did not know the real situation as i was doing another sections which have little to do with stock.

I have not been blogging recently. I am in Johor Bahru, on job again. How i wish i could be home. It's the ninth day of Hokkien. In another word, it's the Chinese New Year of Hokkien. Tomorrow would be like the FIRST day of Chinese New Year for Hokkiens.

I am thankful to be here as i really think that i learnt more as compared to staying in Malacca. I realise there is difference between Malacca and JB's office - in term of people, in term of working culture, in term of leadership approach. JB's staffs respect people much. Everyone is equal.

I don't see this in Malacca office. The seniors here respect trainees more and would do everything themselves rather than " ordering" trainees around--> " please help me photocopy this", " Please take this down to the tax department".

I prefer the culture here. I am grateful to be trusted. Thanks for all the lucks i have.

I am leaving here soon. It's really cold here.

^^