morning!

Date: eight of August

Time : four fourty five in the morning

Good morning, This would probably be the " earliest" post i ever posted. But the thing is via offline.The line of late really sucks. It loads really slow. I used to take hours to download an episod of drama, now i took days to finish downloading an episod. i just hope that it wont distort to months.

if you know me long enough, you should have known that i don't sleep late and i should be sleeping right now. Moverover, i would only be availabe in the noon by the earlist. Why am i here right now? blogging in such an hour?

i am on bed right now, typing this post in notepad while waiting for the stupid blogspot page to load. and yet. it's still at twenty nine percent.

i have not been sleeping well lately. I have no idea why. and due to this, my skin condition really worse off. my skin has become more oily and there are acnes over my face.Worse still, the eyebags are really heavy with dark circles.

i have no idea why i could not sleep well at night. or should i say, i could not sleep at night. is it because i sleep too much in the day ? or is it because of the unaware stress that i am under? Am i really in stress? in almost all the aspect i am in now, all the aspects are quite smooth actually, there is nothing much to be stress of. Am i unconsciously under stress yet i am unaware of and that cause me to be insomic?

i am tired, yet i could not sleep right now. i has been roliing here and there on bed.

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That's 光酥餅。 there is nothing special about this biscuit. IT 's just my childhood favourite food. Including the raisin on top of itTo be frank, there were only finger-could-count amount of my childhood favourite food. among them were these two: 光酥餅 and raisin ( currently, i am real phobia of raisin. not even raisin on the bread. i had had EMOUGH of raisin. Aunt used to buy me packets and packetsof raisin and i used to had packets and packets of raisin everyday during my chuldhood time... talking of raisin now really make me feel gross.)

i remembered the kidergarten teacher used to distribute this buiscuit to us during recess time. i had never had it before. I liked it.When i saw the busicuit in the supermarket, i told mum : mmum, thats the busicuit teacher ditricuted.. it taste yummy..."

it has been years ever since i last tasted it. it has been years ever since i woke up this early. we used to wake up as early as six thirty and be ready for school at seven.it's a long lost taste, long lost feel, lost lost routine that we had gone through....

such mesmorising....

finish blogging...its five... (successfully log in and uploaded at six am) ( blog in the dark.. a bit slow plus picture editing.)