another FIRST?

Date: 18 October 2010

Duration: 741 pm

I backed from workplace right on the dot today. It was my first day in audit firm.

The seniors and environment there are considerable. Seniors are helpful and friendly. They are willing to attend to you when you are puzzled with doubts. They are willing to fill your hands up when you are really too free. As for the office environment, as the building is new, everything looks clean and nice. The employees there are allowed to wear slippers in the office as well.

Despite the hospitality, there is one thing i dislike about the work place- that is each of the audit staff are not assigned any permanent seat. I saw one of the seniors standing there and looking for seats everywhere. In addition, there are only two desktops in the company. Consequently, we have to queue up if we really need computers especially when we need to use the CASEWARE to draft our financial report.

Together with me, there are three more trainees. We arrived at 8 30pm and were brought to tour the office around 9pm and had our briefing right away till lunch 1pm. After lunch, we had another briefing for CASEWARE - a software used to prepare financial report after audit till around 3 pm.

After 3pm, we were really free till we need to search around, looking for jobs to be done. Well, i was told that now is not peak period and they would be celebrating "OFF-PEAK" on this coming Friday. Yet, there was another senior telling me that, the PEAK does not seem to TURN " OFF" afterall. LOLZ.

There is only one WORD about AUDITING after my first working day in AUDIT DEPARTMENT today! THAT IS >>>

STUPIDITY!!!

I feel audit procedures are really lame and it really serves little purpose. It just serves the compliance purpose- we do that because the CCM requires the company to submit audited report within six months bla bla bla. It is so lame with all the forms, all the working papers, all the orange, yellow, beige filings, all the red references, etc etc..............

Anyway, i would be leaving office tomorrow to have outside AUDIT with one of the senior named POH YENG. I heard so she is another friendly and helpful senior. AFTER READING "SECRET"( though only 80 percent done), i would like to make my REQUESTs HERE!!

I ASK FOR HELPING HANDS WHENEVER AND EVER!!

I BELIEVE I WOULD BE ASSISTED EVERY TIME WHEN I NEED A HELP!!

I ASK FOR JOYS DURING MY WORK!!

I ASK FOR BACK HOME ON TIME DURING THIS INTERN!

I BELIEVE THEM UTTERLY

AND I AND RECEIVING IT!!!!

FEELING IT AS WELL

Like it or not, i would be in the company. I WOULD FULLY ENJOY THAT JOURNEY!!!

Besides making my request, i would like to express my gratitutes( we need to be thankful instead of complaining-by secret) to all my new colleages for lending helping hands and being friendly to us. I would like to thank this company for employing me as trainee and giving a chance to learn more, see more and to be explored to more things.

Next, i would like to thank GRACE- the assistant manager and PUI YIN for conducting the briefing and giving us little guidance for the very first day. Not forgetting is Ms. MayLing, for touring us around the office and telling all the necessary procedures etc. I fully appreciated what happen today and i wish for greater beginning every day of my working life. I hope and learn more and more and adapt to this newly environment in a speedy DURATION!!

To all my coursemates who are also undergoing internship in any states, i wish all of you all the best and enjoy the internship to the maximun. Be it happy or unhappy, we still have to be it and do it, so why not cheerfully finishing this and cheerfully graduating ???

THIS IS REALLY A LONG POST.... SHALL see ANOTHER POST TOMORROW!

Wern's Collection!

Date:12 October 2010

Mood: n_n

I just reached home from " TEA SPREE" with two of my long-never-seen friends.

My friend handed my belated birthday present together with a CD. It's actually photos we had taken during outings since years ago.

Well, looking back at one of the photo-- a picture i created years ago, i suddenly feel that how adorable was wern wern when she was just two or three.

She has really grown up now and i had actually forgot how she looked like when she was years back younger. She is adorable now too and still having the same habit of jumping up to my bed, treating the bed as if it's hers. I was once squeezed down by her on my own bed. Isn't she adorable?

The other photos were photos taken on Zoo Trip, Broga Hills trip, Planetarium muzium visit, MY KAYAK's experience, and other pictures which i lost due to the spoilage of my hard disk.

It was the first time i went for kayak after coming out from National Service. I had actually unlearned and relearned the correct method of Kayaking from Ykiat. Thanks a lot~^^

Though the kayak trip was quite a life-threatening one, it was a memorable and joyful experience of mine.

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Going internship soon, the sooner it comes, the more i'm missing the life of being a MMU undergraduates....I miss it, but the only thing i could do is to go ahead!!....

The last three hours.

Date:27 September 2010

Duration: 1122pm

Mood: peace^^

My footprint in MMU Melaka would end soon. It would be that LAST THREE HOURS of my BDS paper tomorrow at 230 pm located in Main Hall.

what BDS stands for???

I suddenly forget what's stands for... Something Management Decision... ouu... IT's Management Decision Science.

This would be the last paper in my last semester in MMU Melaka Campus.

Flashing back, i suddenly very appreciate the moment sitting in the exam hall

i bet i would miss those three-hour duration.

Though it is a struggle everytime, though it's tiring. It is indeed a moment to be appreciated.

I suddenly feel so unwilling to just pass through that last three-hour.....

BECAUSE it would be THE LAST THREE HOURS...

FROG"Geh"

Date:4th September 2010

Time: 4.23 afternoon

Mood: :-)

It was an entertaining 0.12-minute video clip. I have watched this video clip over and over again and i would still burst out to laughter if i were to see it millions time again. She was just too adorable and innocent to have mispronounced " FROG" as " FUCK".

After watching that video clip, i searched several of this little girl's "clips of growing". This little girl's name is SAM. I believe it's of course a meaningful move to video down your children's path of growing. From the day she was born, till the day she learned how to speak, and till the day she had her first haircut. Among all the clips i have gone through, This clips is the most impression-taking one. Well, to clarify to the public that SAM was not actually saying rude word, her mother recorded another clip showing how SAM being able to pronounce " FROG" correctly when she was two years old.( click to view the correctly pronounced frog by SAM)

In case you have not viewed this video, click here.

*_O

Date: 10 August 2010

Time: 2355

I suddenly feel worried.

I just realised how shallow my knowledge is on TAX. There are so many more laws and regulations regarding Malaysia tax that are yet to be discovered. I realised that what i have been learning and knowing so far is so shallow.Not just in TAX, perhaps in many more fields. In real world, i doubted my ability to survive.

I did not know where is the promoted areas or should i say, i never realised its existence.( Promoted areas: Sabah, Sarawak, Perlis, Easter Corridor like Kelantan, Terengganu, Pahang and District of Mersing in Johor)

I did not know in details the restriction of S33(2) Interest Restriction.( N/A when Individual less than Rm 6k, Companies less than RM 10k. Interest allowable for trade related activities)

Lots more on tranfer pricing, lots more on reinvestment allowance, lots more on the IRB rules and penalty for inaccurate tax estimates, lots more on ex-gratia payment, lots more of Double taxation etc etc.

To be frank, i know very little of them.

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Today is Stage1 for Deloitte Tax challenge 2010 individual level.

Well, i participated.

I just did my best, banking not a really big hope to be qualified to the second stage. When i read through past year questions on both stage two and three, i feel discouraged.

Tomorow would be Internal Quiz for IVAQ--> i know it would be another "killing my self-esteem" moment for me to realise how little that i had actually learned.

Aiks. really need to do more research and update myself with more news as well...

JUST WISH ME LUCK

morning!

Date: eight of August

Time : four fourty five in the morning

Good morning, This would probably be the " earliest" post i ever posted. But the thing is via offline.The line of late really sucks. It loads really slow. I used to take hours to download an episod of drama, now i took days to finish downloading an episod. i just hope that it wont distort to months.

if you know me long enough, you should have known that i don't sleep late and i should be sleeping right now. Moverover, i would only be availabe in the noon by the earlist. Why am i here right now? blogging in such an hour?

i am on bed right now, typing this post in notepad while waiting for the stupid blogspot page to load. and yet. it's still at twenty nine percent.

i have not been sleeping well lately. I have no idea why. and due to this, my skin condition really worse off. my skin has become more oily and there are acnes over my face.Worse still, the eyebags are really heavy with dark circles.

i have no idea why i could not sleep well at night. or should i say, i could not sleep at night. is it because i sleep too much in the day ? or is it because of the unaware stress that i am under? Am i really in stress? in almost all the aspect i am in now, all the aspects are quite smooth actually, there is nothing much to be stress of. Am i unconsciously under stress yet i am unaware of and that cause me to be insomic?

i am tired, yet i could not sleep right now. i has been roliing here and there on bed.

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That's 光酥餅。 there is nothing special about this biscuit. IT 's just my childhood favourite food. Including the raisin on top of itTo be frank, there were only finger-could-count amount of my childhood favourite food. among them were these two: 光酥餅 and raisin ( currently, i am real phobia of raisin. not even raisin on the bread. i had had EMOUGH of raisin. Aunt used to buy me packets and packetsof raisin and i used to had packets and packets of raisin everyday during my chuldhood time... talking of raisin now really make me feel gross.)

i remembered the kidergarten teacher used to distribute this buiscuit to us during recess time. i had never had it before. I liked it.When i saw the busicuit in the supermarket, i told mum : mmum, thats the busicuit teacher ditricuted.. it taste yummy..."

it has been years ever since i last tasted it. it has been years ever since i woke up this early. we used to wake up as early as six thirty and be ready for school at seven.it's a long lost taste, long lost feel, lost lost routine that we had gone through....

such mesmorising....

finish blogging...its five... (successfully log in and uploaded at six am) ( blog in the dark.. a bit slow plus picture editing.)

Random

Date:6 July

time: 0002

Sometimes, we just don't realise how things was actually going around us, because we were so near to the objects that we don't even realise that it was actually not round in shape. But rather, it is a square.

Just like the CASTLE Story about Marriage.

The people in the castle are always in their effort to escape from the castle while the people outside the castle are trying everything possible to get into the castle. Right till you are in the castle, you would have forgotten the reason of entering the castle in the very first place, right till you are in the castle, you would have forgotten how beautiful that castle was. Rather, you would only see the things around you, the things that are so near to you that you cannot see

what it actually was, what it was caused of etc etc.

In our life, we would only realise what we missed when we missed it , what we had done wrong when the consequences had already taken place...

We are always chasing what we dream of but forget what has always been in our hands... we forget what we already had, but would only take into account of what we do not have as compared to others.

Wern wern just asked mum a question

" when can i grow up as jiejie( that's ME)"

" you need to eat lots and lots of rice to grow up, my dear"Mum answered.

we always want to grow up fast and be like and adult when we were kids, don't we?WELL, I DID~

Right till we are adult, we would rather to be a kid. How ridiculous it seems?

When i see the similar mistakes around me and mishaps in front of me( perhaps an accident right in front of me), i would realise how silly was i when i did the same mistakes as they did, how careless was i when i met that accidents, how irrational i was at that moment..

I appreciate what i have right now, what i am in right now...... I would be graduation soon. It is really awaiting.Indeed, i can't wait to enter into the next stage of my life though i know it would be harsh, it would be tough to undergo a change. but once you overcome it, it should be fine...

Time to bed!^^