Results OUT!!

Date: 23 January 2009

Weather: It's hot!

It's Friday and left two more days before we, the CHinese celebrate the CNY.

The medicine i took 5 hours ago made me feel blurred. I have been coughing to dead since monday and there's no sign of getting better. When yi hui called and informed me about the release of results, i was blurred and could not even recognise his voice. I was wondering

" Who's this? Sound very familiar.."

oh my, i am responding slow to almost everything, even typing this post now.

Really wish i would be better tomorrow!

I just saw my results!

[release of pass/fail results@ 23 January evening ; Actual results @ 30 January evening]

It's great!

Now, i am really hesitating whether to take E-commerce. I said that i would make decision depending on my results. If my results is favourable, i should take E-commerce, taking 6 subjects next trimester.

I am hesitating!

Could i cope?

why would i hesitate so much?

Really hate decision-making in life!

Happy CNY , everyone!

i'm B@CKed!!

Date: 12 january 2009

TimeL 11.25pm

I am backed!!

It has been quite a while i disappeared myself from this virtual world.

Not surprising news, my destops once again condemned himself! He has just temperarily survived from his dreadly disease and temporarily functioning. We suspected that windows was corrupted by some of the softwares installed, causing it to condemn from time to time after formating process However, we still do not know the culprit and are unsure of any cost-effective solution could be taken. Hence, we decided to run an experiment on this destop of mine>>>>>poor thing~~

That's ---temporarily not installing any software of not in usedespecially animation shop and corel paint shop fo IX edition!

I am backed!!!

I missed a lots of things!

FIrstly, My DURATION's Birthday!

Happy belated birthday to my DURATION!!!

Its birthday fell in the 6th of January. Looking back, one year has passed and it's another brand new year to live....Duration>>>

How long would my Duration be ?

How long would i stay blogging?

I have no idea. But one thing for sure, i am still posting a blog post, implying Duration is still a running Duration.

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i have just finished my trimester two exams and here i come>>>

Enjoying my three-week semester break holiday cum a week chinese new year holiday.

Happy holidays to all MMU-ians and Happy Chinese New Year in Advance for everyone!

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I had been cleaning my room all day long, turning anything possible to be OUT FROM MY ROOM!!

I saw a bundle of new year greeting cards in an old brownish colour envelop. It was tradition in the secondary schools to pass the new year greetings around. I kept them. They carried memory and as evidences of friendships and cares.

I received none now. As it is no longer a tradition or as the world is getting GO-GREEN policy or as the people around are gettting more ignorant?

I guess so it's because of technology~ We wish through SMSes and Emails.. a speedier and cost-effective method?

My room is not big and i am really RUNNING OUT OF SPACE!!

I realised that the past me like to keep things. unnecessary things, ranking from clothes to papers to cards,photos in softcopies, pens which i would hardly use(till it became dried up--how stupid was i ?), files i used before and would no longer in need, alll the tiny-tinkies and all sorts of weird collections of mine~

Things become meaningless after some times and i found myself being ridiculous keeping all those things~

Things change after sometimes, we grow after going through life.

Somethings that's important now might not be important any more in future....

Letting go might be a wiser choice??

Tomorrow---another cleaning session!

...A pledge...

In 2009,

I promise that in term of

Financially,

• I would save more .
• I would only shop when it's necessary, think thrice before i buy anything.
• I would plan for my spending and avoid any unnecessary spending such as " product testing purchase"

Health,

• I would not forget to feed myself when i am hungry.
• I would eat healthier.
• I would consume V-C daily.
• I would massage my eyeslids more frequently.
• I would practise yoga more often.
• I would sleep earlier.(before 1230am)
• I would drink much water and eat less ice-cream(not more than 3 servings a week).

Attitude,

• I would be more patient, more considerate, more gentle and love wern wern more,more forgiveful, more rationaly in decision making.
• I would stop procrasinating, avoid lying( if it's possible)
• I would believe in myself
• I would keep in tact with friends and care for others feelings
• I would take the initiative to recognise the routes to anywhere
• I would remove the habit of pumping petrol last minutes I would be more sharing and avoid keeping everything to myself.
• I would prepare for lectures and tutorials.
• I would not do anything last minutes( if it's possible)
• I would plan for my outings

2009>>>>>>>>

It's time to sleep!

It's 28 December 2008, 1.08am

I am still here.

I should be feeling sleepy and should be on bed now.

Left 7 hours and 52 minutes before the pre-course registration for Gamma begins.

It's time for seats-grabbing game again.

The weird thing here is, i don't feel sleepy now.

I used to disappear myself from the net by 12am.

It has been quite a long time since my last blogpost,"Almost Lover"

It's a meaningful yet sad song.

We put the instrumental almost lover in our Bank Management Presentation as ending.

I'm sorry to disappoint my blog readers for not updating my blog that frequently anymore.

It's a hectic life, rushing for almost every part of my life. It's 1.14am.

I should stop here.

Wish us luck for the seat-grabbing game 9am later.

i wish i get the slot i want

NO!

SHOULD BE

I MUST GRAB THE SLOTS I WANT !!!!

Almost Lover

ALMOST LOVER by A Fine Frenzy

Twilight: Edward and Bella(image obtained from google image search)

Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind

Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes

Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street

You took my hand and danced with me

Images

And when you left, you kissed my lips

You told me you would never, never forget

These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that

Easy to walk right in and outOf my life?

[Chorus]

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye,my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should have known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

~Piece of Sharing~

LEO

The Boss Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

LIBRA

The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

PISCES

The Dreamer Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

SAGITTARIUS

The Happy-Go-Lucky One Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

SCORPIO

The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

TAURUS

The Enduring One Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

VIRGO

The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

GEMINI

The Chatterbox Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

CAPRICORN

The Go-Getter Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

CANCER

The Protector Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

ARIES

The Daredevil Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS

The Sweetheart Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

Red, Yellow or White?

Imagining right in front of you, there's a castle. Nearby the castle, there's a garden planted with three type of roses: yellow, red and white.

Try to imagine, what type of roses in propotion would you like to have in the garden? Try not to relate it with your favourite colour and use only your wild imagination.

Create a picture in your mind....

I would wish for 50 percent red, 35 percent white and 15 percent yellow roses to fill the garden in my imagination.

It's from an article i read in newspaper today. The writer had chosen to have 100 percent white roses filled the garden.

The colours of the roses actually carry hidden meanings.

If you are imagining the garden to be filled with 100 white roses, you are someone who is willing to contribute one hundred percent of your love to your beloved and ask for zero return. The red roses are the return of love you wish for whereas the yellow roses are the tolerance level of your partner's unloyalty.

The writer chose 100 percent white roses. She's willing to contribute 100 percent and ask for no return. Does it mean that she could tolerate her partner to betray her too?

It makes me wander, why would we be willing to contribute 100 percent of our love and could not tolerate even 1 percent of unloyalty??

If one day, i fell for an unfaithful man, i guessed i would choose to forgive and forget rather than to hate and curse. Or maybe, letting go might be the most rational decision when there's no longer faith in the relationship??? ....>>> 15 percent yellow rose for me??? Might not be that true after all~