Sunday, October 11, 2009

Loss and Ache

Date: 11 Oct 2009
Duration:0025
Mood: Miserable
My stomach has been aching the whole day. Now, i could still feel the ache.I had no idea what had i eaten the day before that upset my stomach~It's miserable to run back and fro from toilet and have aching body for the whole day.The worse thing is i could still feel the pain right now.Wish tomorrow could fully recover.
At the same time, my shoulders and thighs muscles are aching.
It was the" after effect" of YOGA.
The repeating of Chaturanga Dandasana postures makes my arms ached the next day. You would only felt tired when you were doing, but the muscle pain the next day after doing it. Despite the pain, yoga makes me more energetic indeed.
Yoga changes me. I used to rush everything, wanting to finish everything asap as i dislike the feeling of having things undone. After taking up yoga for sometimes, i learnt to take everything in a slower pace and get things down steady and slow. I could now concentrate better. Sometimes, you might see different things in a slower pace.(That's what i think)
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Another unhappy thing happen recently: Loss of Memory
My internal hard disk was "certified"
All my photos, songs, movies, dramas, files etc. are all vanished. The PC WORLD Sean told me that it's impossible to recover the data. IS IT SO ??
I guess the loss of songs or dramas or files is not so a big deal for me. The more important data is the pictures taken.
COULD YOU GO BACK TIME AND TAKE THE PICTURE ONCE AGAIN?
EVEN IF IT WAS IS POSSIBLE, IT WOULD BE OF DIFFERENT MEANING OR FEELINGS~
My National service pictures are in the internal harddisk and they could no longer be recovered.
Maybe it's an indication of "starting a new page".
I should forget the past memory and start a new memory in this 21st year?
Initially, i had a plan of clearing up and reaaranging my messy files. IT seems like i don't have to do that anymore.
IT JUST GOT DELETED FOREVER!
BACK UP YOUR DATA IF YOU HAVEN'T .
Currently, My desktop is under " Recovery and Reorganization" Hope it would be steady and functional after it comes back.
It's 0030. I better go to bed now~Good niteZ.
next blog post: Steps of sun salutation

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